http://panbutnotpeter.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] panbutnotpeter.livejournal.com) wrote in [personal profile] miggy 2011-12-22 10:03 pm (UTC)

fghjkuhygd I am FREAKING. THE. FUCK. OUT. HOLY SHIT. IT FINALLY HAPPENED. AND IT WAS SO INTENSE. I'M TREMBLING AND KIND OF IN TEARS.

Okay. Wow. This chapter is my new favorite. I want to ramble at length about all the funny moments and all the thought-provoking new info, but I can barely string thoughts together at the moment. So... just... Hilarious board game banter! Sam did the worksheets! Exxon Valdez spill joke! Sue sees something special in Kurt, and she gave him kickass weapons! Kurt's conflicting feelings about his future! But mostly: OH MY GOD THE MEMORIIIEEES. And also: WHAT THE FUCK, FINN? IT WAS BAD ENOUGH THAT YOU LIED, BUT NOW YOU'RE ACTUALLY MESSING WITH HIS HEAD WHATTHEFUCKWHATTHEFUCKWHATTHEFUCK. EVEN THOUGH YOU DIDN'T KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU WERE DOING THAT IS SO FAR OVER THE LINE, I'M COMPLETELY HORRIFIED. Uggghhhh NO.

But, oh man, Kurt's reaction was so heartbreaking and perfect. The confusion and the panic and the flood of emotion. I sort of stopped breathing through that whole section. And then his ninja escape from the house yesyesyes. Fantastic.

I really don't know how I'm going to handle Kurt and Puck talking about this. I've been preparing myself for it for MONTHS, and yet I'm TOTALLY EMOTIONALLY UNPREPARED. I'm imagining different ways that confrontation could go, and omg those scenarios are going to drive me nuts for the next week. (Assuming that it will happen next week, if Puck is the one Kurt is running off to talk to.)

This story, Miggy. This fucking story. It's killing me.

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